read my journal
in my journal, i jot down my thoughts on living life as an artist (professional or otherwise) in this nonsensical tech-dominated society we live in, and where i believe we could be doing better.
workload: FULL
latest entries:
- knowember 2026
- how about a /photo page?
- is it wrong to change your mind?
- halloween pumpkins 2026!
- what if we started over?
latest updates:
my last website renovation for the foreseeable future is finally complete! enjoy the return of my photo page, new header logo, and new toast button.
current status:
i'm feeling quite 
"artistry" entries:
- is it wrong to change your mind?
- it just doesn't work out sometimes
- if i could do it all over again
- soooo what's the HARDEST thing to animate?
- the easiest thing to animate
- not every story works in every medium
- making bad art on purpose
- please support genuine craftsmanship
- it's a mother*&#@ing website
- we must relearn living in the moment
- a change is in order; OR how i learned to love the camera again
- to make art, or buy it?
- i’d rather die than be a content creator
- create stuff just because
- to build an online space
"projects" entries:
- how about a /photo page?
- halloween pumpkins 2026!
- why did i choose bear?
- do you like cloud photos? have some!
"musings" entries:
- what if we started over?
- the robot is your (only) friend
- social media and food
- an artist surrounded by nerds
- i love screensavers
- i cannot relate to modern tech
- please put your phone down
- disabilities are NOT FUNNY
- we didn't know any better
- you SHOULD be bored sometimes
- a "perfect world" is pure fiction
- alright, we get it, LLMs suck
- what else is there to say?
- i don't want to be defined by only one thing
- ashamed of being offline?
- computer customization
- "we don't need facebook" follow-up
- we don't need facebook
- do we NEED generative AI?
- we'll always have the library
- normalize patience
- i don't need anything
- is old stuff better?
- we have forgotten how to have fun
- rejecting convenience
- turning your brain off
"reply" entries:
- RE: i am so afraid of starting small
- RE: Read rnotte because you should
- RE: seeing the person behind the screen
- RE: quick and easy covers/posters/etc. without genAI
- RE: the music industry is broken (by drew gooden)
- RE: adults have lost the ability to smile, why?
- RE: who knows that you blog?